It's already been two whole years and i'm still here, but idk how. I'm thinking abt ending it all soon and it's hard. Nobody knows and that's for the best. I'm thinking of writing my last goodbye letter to my family, but i'm not sure. The only people that actually cared for me were my best friend and my mom, but what do i do? I'm scared of dying, scared of not knowing what's after all of this. I strugle a lot and i really wanna talk my feelings out with somebody, but i don't want to bother ppl with it.