Hello I'm a 24 yrs girl working in a software company. I dont know why i feel terrible all the time. i am always afraid of doing or telling anything. Recently i am facing much issues at my work place. They dont value my work since i am the youngest they are always blaming me. I cant find even a good job because i have become totally underconfident. I dont even know what are my feelings exactly. I am always depressed and feels terrible all the time. And i am very loney in my head because i dont have not a single good frnd to talk about my problems, parents hardly care, all my relationships are utter failure. i know there is some problem at my end also but i dont know how to rectify it. i am afraid of going to any doctor for help since i can lose my job and i cant lose it since i have to repay a huge amount for my educational loan. at times i feel very useless dont want to do any work but gets stressful since i am not doing something new. please suggest me something what should i do