i hate myself. I feel like a burden to everyone especially my family and friends. Im insecure with my looks, my grade and everything about me. I dont have any talent. I will end up ruined everything i touched. Its hard to say that everytime i try to be positive, i will end up hating myself even more. Im jealous of people who know what they want to be in the future, they have a special talent, they have the looks, they have smart brain and they dont have so much effort to be lovable by everyone. While me here, i will end up being the most invisible person ever. Its not easy everyday living the same day and feeling worthless.