I am worthless. I am not smart, I have a nice body but ugly face. Everyone in my family thinks I'm "soft". I am also BI, but I have not and will not ever tell my parents because they are extremely religious.
I don't get along with any of my siblings and I have but one friend.
They don't listen to the music I listen to, don't dress the same, understand my pain.
I have held myself together thus far, however, it is inevitable that I shall breakdown when someone nudges me over the edge.
I hope that I can runaway and although I may be broke, it's better than living in an abusive family.