Literally everything is too much for me it’s so fucking weird. Like people, ideas and stuff it’s just too overwhelming. I know that one day I’m gonna be happy and like doing great but I don’t wanna live until then. Plz I wish I could just take a break from life or smth. I kinda wanna die but I’m not gonna. I have literally no motivation anymore and I’m rlly just existing at this point. I have essentially nothing to do except school, I barely go outside idk what to do with my life. I also don’t know what to do with my life, like everyone my age (14/15) seems to know what they wanna be when they grow up but I literally have no idea (might be famous for the fan fics 😩) but ya. Everything’s just too much work and I rlly don’t know what to do.