My ex and his sister are in a taboo relationship that their family condones . That I found out while living here. I got temporarily displaced during covid. Please someone understand my anger and frustrations, like what am I suppose to do when they sneak around fondling and being intimate with each other. All while I'm here , like I just broke up with him but had to quarantine because everyone got sick . I have no where else to go , I feel like I want to take a brillow pad to my skin I can't believe I allowed him to touch me. I've never been betrayed like this and to have it be his sister. It's beyond disgusting and we have kids together too and He still has the nerve to say he loves and wants to be with me that there's nothing going on. But I've witnessed it my self multiple times, the little ass grabs or caressing ,the way they look at each other... This is so disgusting I just want to leave, I don't know how I ended up in this situation. But I'm beyond over it. I'm trying to keep it together but this hurts and I'm working on leaving but have to wait until a house becomes available smh ... I'm loosing it like I just want this chapter of my life to be over. To be moved out and on with me and my children and never look back. Like how do you do that to someone who's literally given their blood sweat and tears into a relationship. Only to find out about something like this is ... I don't even know what to make of it ... I don't want to I just want it to be over.