That is something religion doesnt teach you. Religion demonizes knowledge because the ugly truth is just so horrible that god was protecting you from it. I needed knowledge to grow or else I would always be suffering in silence with no clarity, no idea my perspective could be expanded. However there are people who tend to be rich who seem to be SOOOO jaded with everything. They cant enjoy anything, its mentally impossible for them and they have all the privilege in the world to get ahead. So it really doesn't make sense when I see these miserable satanic rich people being awful and then I see photographs on their desks or on their walls capturing a time when they were happy and blissful. I dont know what to make of it where they crossed the line of no return.