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ngl ive been feeling pretty great all this year and this month has been the worst month i ever felt. to start off, i asked my mom (who is a psychiatrist) what she can say if one feels like dying, she asked me if it was me and i said yeah :) she end up laughing at me and that made me ten times worse. after three days of breakdowns,, i had a wonderful weekend where i felt at ease, but that shit ended immediately and now all i think about is how no one is proud of me and i just wanna die, my mom even asked me if i wanna die, the fact that i smiled at that phrase is something that i should be worried about