LOA :WHEN YOU FEEL LOST AFTER NOT BEING ABLE TO QUALIFY FOR AN EXAMINATION!It's said LOA works and amplifies what you want manifold and gives you what you sowed - I totally lie in disbelief as I think what exactly went wrong that I attracted 3 consecutive failures in my examination? I've always been a straight A student all throughout my life, excellent in co curricular activities, always a role model, despite having been physically and mentally bullied by classmates and backstabbed by my best friend! Done with the school and got new friends, got into the College of my dreams thanks to my everloving and genius parents, graduated and started preparing for civil services - first attempt went in understanding the nitty gritty of it and with no help around and inability to complete syllabus couldn't get through; 2nd time became way too relaxed that there's a lot of time; 3rd time got proper tutoring but was away from home and al the negativity of the world got into me through I really made great friends but somehow the equation got wrong and became isolated! Still didn't let it affect me but don't know what's exactly taking the toll? Have always been punctual, disciplined, strong charactered, well mannered, respectful, empathetic, compassionate, optimistic,a firebrand leadr yet why is it that I have to see such pathetic days? My parents, though strong,feel disturbed and upset that despite me being so good in studies what's exactly going wrong? And how we do we make it right? I really need that inspiration, that fire back - in dire need of a miracle - I know I'm born to be a diplomat not for the position or power but to bring great changes! Having witnessed people's oppression when it comes to gender/poverty/religion/caste - I know I'm the harbinger of transforming mindsets! But I need to be in that position to be able to do all that I've visualized. God bless me!