Its been almost 3 months we are living in quarantine. Now, i have no job,no money.i dont even know how to start alll up again.As living with narcissit family you know what can happened good or not( only those people can feel me who have been betrayed by their own bloody people. ) ...i get depress , because i have no career no job no money ...most of the people are suffering not only me .its not only about jobs and money . When you dont have peace it reflects in you . You search for it but u cant deny it. Oh god can you hear me my words. How long you want me to suffer . do you like seeing me cry every night. sometime i get suicidal thought it takes a courage to do it. I have try but theres something stop me. i want to run away from this mess life. Run away n leave this shit . Oh god can u hear my thoughts my pain .