Ive seen so many of these but i havent been able to write one cause im scared people are gonna now its me. Ive had suicidal thoughts for a while now and its to the point now thats its reallt bad. Im scared to be alone bc i know i might do something to myself. Every night im either crying or thinking anout what if i killed myself. Nobody cares so it wouldnt even matter. But if it didn’t work what would my parents think of me. One reason why i dont tell my parents is bc they would just think im over reacting.