I dont know how I feel anymore. I feel like its all just me being messed up and wanting people to pay attention to me or that im something special. I feel like im imagining or overreacting to how i feel. I feel sad and unmotivated. Feels like something heavy is within me and its just all mushed up together. I feel frustrated because i dont even have a reason to feel this way. People struggle so much more yet i feel like im disrespecting them for acting like this, like im some fucked up person with a mountain of problems. I dont even know anymore.