idk what to do anymore. it’s like i am at my breaking point but i could never do that to my mom and bestfriend. it’s starting to hurt physically. i was already not okay and because he left it made it go down even worse. it’s not his fault and i would never blame him but i just want to know what’s wrong with me. why am i the way i am? what do i do to make everyone leave? i just feel more alone than ever and ofc everyone will always tell you that you aren’t and that they are there but what is someone gonna do when they ask if i’m okay and i say no...i wish that my pain didn’t hurt others because since it does i will go through it all alone instead of hurting anyone. i just don’t know how much longer i can go man..but i’m okay lol.