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Loneliness

My birthday is coming up in a few weeks and just like every year, i'm feeling very depressed.

It makes me sad to think that i'm going to be 20 years old, yet i still have no close friends to celebrate with.

I'm going to be 20, yet i have never had a boyfriend, never even felt a connection with any other person for that matter.

I'm going to be 20 years old, and i'm lonely as fuck.

I think i have always been lonely, being introverted and having social anxiety on top of that, I kinda had no choice growing up but to be this closed up loner.

I long for someone to be there for me and to just make me feel like i belong with someone, like i am not this good-for-nothing girl who appears stone cold from the outside yet craves affection everyday from the inside.

I don't even know why i'm writing this, or to whom, but i have no one to talk to.