Sometimes even when I am surrounded by a lot of people, I find myself lacking for those with whom I can share all my feelings.Yes, sometimes what I feel may not be liked by others or be correct in a perfect world but I am a human being and yes I feel those emotions and I can't help it.Yes I feel jealous, because I love you and when you don't reciprocate in the same manner it makes me feel insecure and so I find myself jealous of anyone who gets your time and attention.Yes, I am possessive of you. But I am not trying to suffocate you with it. I just maybe sometimes expect for you to feel a bit possessive of me as well.Even when I try to speak to you, you never understand what I am saying. Also it hurts to know that you keep such a low opinion of me when I live and breathe for you. It hurts. So I find myself suffocated with all these feelings and nobody to share with!