Sometimes even when I am surrounded by a lot of people, I find myself lacking for those with whom I can share all my feelings. Yes, sometimes what I feel may not be liked by others or be correct in a perfect world but I am a human being and yes I feel those emotions and I can't help it. Yes I feel jealous, because I love you and when you don't reciprocate in the same manner it makes me feel insecure and so I find myself jealous of anyone who gets your time and attention. Yes, I am possessive of you. But I am not trying to suffocate you with it. I just maybe sometimes expect for you to feel a bit possessive of me as well. Even when I try to speak to you, you never understand what I am saying. Also it hurts to know that you keep such a low opinion of me when I live and breathe for you. It hurts. So I find myself suffocated with all these feelings and nobody to share with!

Sometimes even when I am surrounded by a lot of people, I find myself lacking for those with whom I can share all my feelings.Yes, sometimes what I feel may not be liked by others or be correct in a perfect world but I am a human being and yes I feel those emotions and I can't help it.Yes I feel jealous, because I love you and when you don't reciprocate in the same manner it makes me feel insecure and so I find myself jealous of anyone who gets your time and attention.Yes, I am possessive of you. But I am not trying to suffocate you with it. I just maybe sometimes expect for you to feel a bit possessive of me as well.Even when I try to speak to you, you never understand what I am saying. Also it hurts to know that you keep such a low opinion of me when I live and breathe for you. It hurts. So I find myself suffocated with all these feelings and nobody to share with! 

Im feeling the exact same thing. I wish that He would be possessive of me too, not much, but a little. I really want to be honest with him but every time I do I never get a full response anyways... but something to think about to is that there is 7 billion people in the world, so why be wishing about something or sad something never happened when you can find someone else who is equally in love with you as you are with them or maybe even more?God loves you Much love,A.G.

Im feeling the exact same thing. I wish that He would be possessive of me too, not much, but a little. I really want to be honest with him but every time I do I never get a full response anyways... but something to think about to is that there is 7 billion people in the world, so why be wishing about something or sad something never happened when you can find someone else who is equally in love with you as you are with them or maybe even more?God loves youMuch love,A.G.