I'm tired of being alone.
Now, I'm not actually alone. I'm surrounded by family that loves me, but it's not enough. That, or it's too much.
My family environment growing up was incredibly toxic, and even now we're still dysfunctional, but it's definitely better than it was in the past.
My main issue is that I'm ALWAYS with my family. I basically have no friends outside of my family. I have online friends, yes, but it's not the same. I want to be able to go out and do things with people in real life. I'm sick of being stuck at home all the time.
I guess it doesn't help that I'm socially awkward, and that I live in Wyoming. Basically no one interesting lives here.
I'll probably write more later. I'm watching my niece and nephew right now.
- Tigberry, 19F