I don't know why I am feeling lonely . I can't talk to anyone because I am awkward. I hate myself. I want to be happy . I want to play games but there is no game in my mobile and in play store which I would like . I love to read books but I am not feeling like reading . I want to study but I can't get myself to study . I am alone sad . I hate myself . Why am I like this ? I don't have a single thing to do whole day , I don't watch movies , series which I liked to do before . I have lost interest in everything. I am hungry . But I don't know if I should ask mummy . She will probably scold me . I don't have a friend ,whom I can talk with . I don't like to do anything . What do I do to remove this boredom . I can't even cry because my family will then make it a issue . I am hungry , I want to eat food.