It feels like I'm screaming into a void most of the time. Ppl say they care, ppl say "you're loved" and "you're not alone." But in my most painful moments, I am alone. I have no love. It's agonizing. How is it that I genuinely care for people, yet no one can give me the same? I put my loving energy into people, and it's not returned. I take on ppl's pain and help them, yet when I'm in pain everyone looks the other way. I swear if I died it'd most of the ppl who "care" for me weeks to notice.