I’m so lonely 😭 idk what to do I wanna but again to feel something. And there’s this guy I’ve known for a while and i only started liking him recently but I haven’t seen him for a while and I feel so sad because I used to feel really happy around him but it’s been months ... I have a lot of academic pressure and I don’t feel like I’m smart enough but I don’t want to repeat the year. Everyone else around me is so smart and I’m the only dumb one. I try change my personality because nobody likes me the way i am but that never works. I’m not good at anything and I’m jealous of my brother because he is happy with his gf and I’m not happy at all .