i am slowly seeing myself lose you. You travelled to Abuja and when I found out I thot I would die. A part of me hoped that u wouldn’t go away but to be honest you needed this bcos I needed u more than u but society and timing could never let me give you peace.....so now I’m losing u and it hurts more than a knife, more than I ever thot I would have to bear. I cried in my car today, tears for less than a min but they reminded me of when u showed me urs.
I have lost u and now I am lost without you. I hope that this pain will fade....but it hurts hurts so bad right now