I don't ever have motivation anymore, it gets to the point where I just skip meals. I the same dirty clothes mutiple times a week, dont brush my teeth, dont put in effort, dont try anymore, dont do what i love, just snap on people, dont get out of bed for hours, dont use the rest room, dont eat. The only thing I ate today was part of a sub. I only drank some strawberry crystalite. I don't know how to fucking get motivation. I don't know how to feel motivated to do stuff.