I am deeply in love with my best friend. I am female and so is she. She is married to a man and has children. I am single and have never really had a real relationship. I am not out to anyone about my bi sexuality and no one knows how I feel about her. I think about her 24/7. I love everything she does and everything about her. I am my happiest when I’m with her. It started as just a friendly love but as time goes on I find myself getting deeper and deeper and I don’t know what to do. I know I can never do anything about it. She’s married to a piece of shit who cheated on her multiple times. He never compliments her. Never satisfies her. Never has her back. I constantly think of how much better her life would be if I could be her love. It’s so ungodly frustrating. I don’t know what to do anymore.