a month ago
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Lost

I don’t know who I am anymore. I feel so lost, a have a second baby otw and I love her to death but I want her to be born. Everyone keeps making me feel like shit cus I have 2year old and baby otw. I was told “that thing is to pee” by a family member and that felt so shitty and awkward. I want to feel pretty again. I want to remember what it feels like to zip up my pants, to not be constantly tired confused and hormonal. I feel like I’m always angry and anything sets me off, and I remind myself of my dad and I don’t really know if I like that. Idk there’s so much stuff in my head. I can’t even put it into words anymore and I want to tell someone but I don’t think they actually care and they probably think I want attention