I am 18 and I just feel lost! I have no idea what I am doing with my life I am studying an undergraduate course at university that I never planned of studying but had no choice but to after failing to earn a place in medicine with my current grades of straight B's. I am at a university which I never planned on attending was very sudden and now I am just living a life that I don't even feel like I am living. I honestly do not know what to do? I am trying to be as involved as possibly such as being part of committees as I can so that I can feel like I am doing something with my life but honestly I feel like I am drowning and I can't understand this feeling or explain it (if you know what I mean?). But at the same time I cannot stop overthinking and stressing about my future and were I am going to end up.