"She's battling things, her smile will never tell you about ". We all try to keep things to ourselves just like you all, I am someone who doesn't share her problems with anyone. I try to solve it on my own. But in the end we need someone to help us, who can hold our hand and say 'Don't give up now you have came a long way. I'm there with you'. But in the end most of them leave us in the midway from where we can't go back or move front. We stuck on that situation. We don't know what to do. Exactly where I'm now. My best friend amd friends left me. I used to be one of there most favourite person to hang with but they found someone else. It's hurts. When i thought i found my homies but they were some random person in the chapter of my life. In my family there is problems. I don't have anyone to share my problems with. For a quiet few days I'm writing my dairy to put my thoughts it was helping at first but situation got much worse. It's not helping. I'm poorly performing in my studies. There is a career pressure. I chose to take computer science so can i help my family financially. But i don't want to take that. I want to study physiology. I can surely tell them but in the end they will say"what have you done for us? " and i don't want that to happen. That's why i have to take this decision against my will. I sometimes feel like i'm dying. But i have to stay strong for my family to help them. I have no one to hold my hand say I'm with you. I have nowhere to go. I have no one. I'm alone. I'm losing myself. I'm sorry for myself. I'm lost.