Loving someone is hard especially when you don't know exactly where you stand with this person you both love each other but no one is going to make the move it's even harder when the person you love, is in love with you but staying with his baby mama. It's heartbreaking watching your love drive away to the his home with her and you're supposed to have hope and faith, but your hope fades away day by day. It's like he acts if nothing is wrong with our situation I understand pleasing her because of your son but I pay the price of it every time I think things are going well with us something pops up and changes everything. Sometimes trying is worse than giving up because the more you try it feels like you aren't making progress and when you give up it hurts but it's better than trying for something that's not even progressing into something more. I know it sounds like I'm bitter but my heart is breaking just the thought of him being there with her just hurts she has everything and I get the leftovers. He's the only man I want I wasn't planning on falling in love with him especially after I dumped my ex-fiance and my ex-boyfriend I was tired of getting hurt, but I felt comfortable with him and the more we hung out the more I fell for him and I never loved anyone the way that I love him. You know everyone tells me I should just give up on him but I can't I see something in him that no else sees and plus my heart wont let me and I don't want to give up on him it's funny through everything I still haven't given up many people would've given up by now, I guess that makes me foolish.