I wish I have more confidence. I overthink everything and worried a lot, even for a task I often do. I doubt myself too much. I try to break away from my past, the source of my low self-esteem.
I grew up with people who kept criticising anything I do. It will never be enough for them.
Overthinking keeps me awake. Even when I can sleep, it hunts my dream. I just want peace and be calm. I always think I'm a walking disaster. Funny how my friends and colleagues think otherwise. They have more faith in me than I do myself.
Sometimes, to live can be torture. I'm not suicidal, but it's exhausting.