For about 2-3 years i have struggled with depression but for a very long time ive never noticed it. I had been in very dark space for a long time. I have talked to people but that feeling does not go away. I have had situations where i was at risk to myself, one of them were recently. I get moments where my head hurts, i cant breathe, my chest hurts and im laying on the ground, feeling weak, wanting it to stop. I do not know what to do anymore so i came here hoping i could let it all out. Please, make it stop.