There is this guy. His name is Micheal. I see him but he never sees me. Whenever i need him hes there. Whenever i want him hes there. He holds me when i need someone to. He wants me when i need someone to. Sometimes i crave the taste of his lips. The feel of his skin. Sometimes i wonder if he wants me. I'm beginning to forget words to say. I cant sleep, cant stay focued. I have ticks. I think im fading away. Maybe he does want me.