ok, this may sound really stupid but i think i have an obsession with a singer. if you don't know, louis tomlinson was in a band called one direction and since their disband in 2015, he has released a few singles and a solo album. he is the light of my life, he is what keeps me going, he inspires me to get through hard times and makes me happy whenever he smiles. well today he posted a commercial, and i fucking cried. i had a breakdown. i didn't cry when people i know died, but i cried when my idol posted an ad for samsung. pathetic, i know. i get y happiness from watching him and i know its not healthy, but if i stay away from him too long i start to go back into my mental health problems. he saved me, but i think he is hurting me in another sense.