Why do I keep doing this to myself. Letting myself get to this dark place the seems so deep I can never get out of. Why do I feel this way. Why can’t I ever be happy. I just don’t feel like I belong here anymore. Nothing I do is ever good enough and I can never make anyone happy. Why do i try so hard. I always just end up hurting myself. Making this hole bigger and bigger and now I’m suffocating. I can’t breathe. I don’t want to.