When i was 12 I used to think why certain weird things happen to me only .
I was good at studies specially Maths.
I was the topper of the class. But as normal girls i never got attention from any boys :(
I used to think that i was a lobster who would never find a mate.
Then after few days, a boy from my colony started giving attention and i used to ignore him because i did not like these thing in person. As long as Crush is the case i would be fine. I was a very shy, introvert and less attention seeker in parties.
My mom had some ideals which i firmly believes but some of her behaviors has impacted a larger part of my life
Now, when i grow in a society full of men, i agitate or run away or feel embarrassed for no reasons .