im so overwhelmed i over think so much and it not healthy but i cant stop.my boyf broke up with me i used to be depressed, i dont want to fall down that hole again.my mum bullies my whole family. i hate my grandad.my sister is the only person i like in my family.i dont think i'd be sad if they all died.im just so tired. i want to be happy.i really want to run away.