I have never felt smaller, or more insignificant than I do now, since you’ve been gone. I still text your phone, I’m not sure if some rando person out there is getting them, but if they are, they haven’t text me back yet. Oh well. It’s been 8 years and I still miss you so very much. It really is true, if I knew then what I know now, there’s so much I would do differently, and do better. I never knew anything could hurt this much.