I must have never said it before but I guess I should say it now..Your comments on me, my life choices my thoughts, feelings all asked and uncalled for have been registered in my mind.These comments sometimes have been taken as humour but mostly they have hurt me. They have hurt me so bad that it has wrecked my confidence.You might have said it for fun or in a lighter way but the impact has been way too deep to even express in words.I have cried in front of others because I knew my tears will also be a reason for mockery in your world. And to be honest I did enjoy being part of this mockery but little did I know, it was eating me from inside.. But I ignored my emotions thinking it's ok they are my people they can have fun but the cost I was paying was way too much than I could afford as it costed me my mental health.And I can't afford because mental health is intangible and I don't even know if I can ever heal from this even with therapy.And I know talking about mental health in our world is like talking about sex..It's like everyone needs it but we can't talk about it shhhh...S.E.X or should I say S**.I can't even remember when this started why this started but all I know is I want it to end..And writing this could be a start to end this forever. The damage is done.. Now I wish to heal and I can't heal if the source of this pain is still streaming.So I request you to stop criticising and mocking me or anyone for that matter..every person is fighting their demons and everyday trying to be brave and confident in their own way. They want to respect themselves but few unwanted comments might make them doubt the simplest of things and you will be the reason because not everyone can shut out the constant criticism. And why don't you pause and put yourself in their place, what would you do? Would you be brave enough to tolerate the mockery? Every mind is unique and thinks in a different way from you and me that doesn't make you any superior or even inferior and surely doesn't give you any right to ridicule them.I have been always been bullied way before I even knew the word, I didn't do well in school lived in a joint family so wasn't given any special treatment either had to adjust which made me flexible and taught me the art of letting go. As any other child,I was also naive..naive enough to believe that it's normal they are your people whatever they say they mean weII except they don't because they casually comment but the receiver of that comment might not have perceived it the same way. And we never know what might trigger what in the other person and commenting on the core beliefs, personality traits and obvious abnormalities(which FYI is normal for that person) is something off limits.I have realised I was being bullied and it was so toxic that my personality is based on those toxic elements and leaves me with broken pieces in my head which I can't figure goes where.. Each of us have feelings that are fragile and words could be way too dangerous..so please use them wisely even in your own mind where you live most of the time.So if you train your mind to respect each and every soul, your tongue will never dare to say something dangerous that can break something that is already broken perhaps under its own pressure.Therefore, we should aim to mend the already broken rather than break it into smaller pieces before it goes beyond repair.