the fact that my dad is gonna put me in a mental hospital is the only good thing in my life atm. i hate my family, i hate my friends and i hate this place. everyone around me is so fucking abusive and toxic. all of this is trash and im happy that im going to the mental hospital. to get away from this shit. my parents treat me like im a child and i cant do anything. im gonna go fucking insane. this shit makes me wanna slit everyones throat and my wrists. if another person says anything to me before i leave im gonna punch them so hard in the throat they wont be able to breathe. my therapist died so i cant talk to her. and thats good, she was fucking annoying. and my school is nothing but snakes. everywhere i go im not enough or im too much. its like i cant win AT ALL im gonna rush my dad abt this mental hospital thing cuz i cant do this any longer.