So here it is, I am only a youth in the age of seventeen. My siblings are all really genius but I'm just an average person. I always compared to my siblings even though in my friends. When I've got high performance in class they don't care. When I'm down they don't know. They just only know that I am a contented and a happy person without knowing that I am literally stress and pressure. At night I'm always crying without them knowing. I don't know where do I share this but I see this site so here it is. Atleast I release some of my problems here. I'm mentally tired and emotionally hurt.