I think about him daily. He's in every step I take. He's helped me become the person I am today. I love him. I'll always love him. He may have abandoned me but there are people out there who accept me for what I am. And I can find another like him. Maybe better. I always thought he was like my mentor/friend growing up. He's nothing like him. Similar interests. But that's where the similarities end. And that's not a bad thing or a good thing. He was an immature man. And I and his girlfriend deserve better. Respect is something I deserve. The truth is something I deserve. I deserve to feel loved. He'll always be with me. I wish to replace that feeling for someone who is worth it.