I would love to just scream out all my frustrations. fuuuuuck! why do we feel like this, all of us. everyone here who feels none the less, normal or happy. why do our mind work this way, why do we degrade ourselves, why do we sit with people who make us feel like shit & when we retaliate, it’s still our fault. I just want to forget the way I am... be brand new & not have anymore self destruction, wishing I could be her or her & her. I cannot stand my mind & the way I think. I literally have conversations in my head that drives my health to shit, as I try to better myself. my mind is stronger than my physical form I’m in. I fucking hate it here.