I've been struggling with my depression since many years. I have no one to understand me
Today I got in a fight with my mother in morning....she called me miserable and loser. She said I am good for nothing and never did anything in my life for my family
That broke my heart ,I felt I was stabbed in my heart ....bcz I know what I've been through ....and my family thought my depressive behavior is an excuse not to work.
I cried so much that I could not breath at one moment.....I cried and said "maybe if I die you guys would be happy"
Thats when my younger brother said "ill give you the rope ,go hang yourself in the bedroom"