Have you ever felt that u know everybody's feelings and thoughts but there is nobody who tries to figure ur feelings? U are blamed even though u are the victim? People betray u even though u shower them with love? I am a person who fulfills each of these criteria. Nobody wants me in their lives even my own parents. It sucks!! I had been in love with a guy since we were kids and then he suddenly likes my best friend? Not only that he made every effort to humiliate me? Then I move on ,become a better person but cuz of a certain person. After my crush humiliated me , I had a lot of fights with my parents. This was breaking me and I was on the verge of Killing myself when I heard his melodious voice "sometimes I feel like giving up but this isn't in my blood." That was it guys ! I fell head over heels for him and his voice. Everything was going well. My world seemed more colourful than before or so I thought! After the pandemic broke out, friends ran away, enemies took every chance to hurt me and each day I am thought as a maniac for speaking out my feelings. I am locked up in my room. When people ask my parents why was I fighting with them they always say " She is not in her right mind" . Each day is becoming harder for me. I feel suffocated. Help me😭😭 I don't know how to live my life now!!