Missing him again

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I'm been in love with is guy since middle school and years went buy and we meet again shy and nervous on both ends but my stressful work and trying to talk to him long story short I got his number texted him didn't reply so I got mad and deleted everything and can't get his number back to at least hear him out with out being crazy and a phyco and a mental case 

What should I do