i’ve forgotten my moms name and at this point i’m too afraid to ask . she left me and my brothers 8 years ago . i don’t miss her . we never talk about her . but i wish she got help all those years ago instead of just leaving . i was 7 i shouldn’t have had to see what i saw and i shouldn’t of have to worried about what i worried about . but i’m glad she left . we deserved better . and i’m afraid one day i’ll be just like her .