As I fell myself victim of this atrocity. I finally understood the pain my mother grew up with. Only to be reminded I would never truly know her pain. As she will never know that I grew up with the same monster as she did. I thought i was a dream or did I tell myself it was.

As I fell myself victim of this atrocity. I finally understood the pain my mother grew up with. Only to be reminded I would never truly know her pain. As she will never know that I grew up with the same monster as she did. I thought i was a dream or did I tell myself it was. 

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