ive recently started losing motivation to do anything. I have trouble getting out of bed. I have trouble paying attention. I have trouble staying awake. I work out only occasionally. I’m so tired of everything. Mentally. I’m so tired of everything that I do. I hate myself. I hate how ugly I am, how disorganized I am, how my family are hoarders. How I’m basically family therapist. I’m so tired of it all. Why am I living? Why does everyone try so hard to live if you’re just gonna die in the end? I’m so so tired.