its been 8 months since my last relationship. its too complicated to even say that we broke up. its hard. its really hard. now in January 2021 I'm still thinking about May 2020 haha. i thought i deleted all his pics in my phone until i was looking in my pen drive for something else this new year's Eve and found all his pics in there. not gonna lie, it surprised me becoz i was coincidentally thinking about him then. I decided to keep the pics back in my phone. not coz I wanted to see him but I had this feeling that I wouldn't mind keeping it. I know I wouldn't look at it as often as I did before.I say, I don't want him back anymore and I honestly don't but the memories still haunt me and how his qualities were so perfect. I clearly remember the most visited memories of conversations. I do want to date again but I don't know when I'll meet the right guy.