Its been a year since my last relationship. Even though i'm single right now i'm happy with my state and how my life is going but i have come to realized that I have always been seeking the love and belongingness to almost everybody. I'm at every dating app but still I cant find someone I can share myself with. They said the right person will come in a right place and in the right time. Its a test of patience y'all but you know i'm not that kind of person who can wait for quite a long time. I'm seeing gay couples very sweet even sharing good memories with each other but i can help myself but feel jealous. I even question myself many times. Am I ugly? Am I a bad person? Such thinking is really bothering me every now and then but still manages to flirt and make myself more beautiful in the eyes of the people around me.