kind of weird but like sometimes I really think I would be capable of murder. not like I have a motive to kill a specific person, just any person. when you hear about murderers you always hear about their sad backstory and how they were “angry at the world” and I can relate to that feeling. I feel like I have not had the life I deserve and it makes me want to take it out on someone else, I just feel so wronged. I won’t actually do it.. I just get the urge and it makes me worried about myself. like are my morals and ethics really this badly askew? maybe I should just make this anonymous confession and leave the thought as it is, just a thought. not an action.