2 months ago
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my battle

I’m worried I’m losing my battle and myself idk how much longer I can do this. It’s not that I have a bad life or anything I just hate my constant feelings of being overwhelmed and depressed I’ve lost any sense of myself I used to have. I used to have so much joy and hope for my future and what I would grow up to be and who I would become but now I don’t even know if I can see myself growing old I feel like maybe I was just meant to be something temporary on this earth. Maybe my purpose was always just to help others and never actually do anything else, I feel like I’ve tried my best to be a good person and accomplish good things but nothing ever works out for me in the end and it scares me how alone I feel even when I’m surrounded by everyone I know loves me.