I certainly apologize for how long this might be. So my friend just got her first bf and I’m super happy for her but I also feel her drifting. Even though I’ve know her since kindergarten I still feel like she would choose his over me. I hate him. I’m so happy she found someone to love but what happened to us? I miss all our bike rides and sleepovers now whenever she comes over she facetimes him and it breaks my heart. But she’s so happy, I don’t wanna fuck things up for her like I always do. I CANT. She’s so happy and I can’t ruin that. I wanna tell her but I can’t. She’s so happy with him. I FUCKING HATE HIM. All she ever talks about is him and how nice he is every time I wanna FaceTime her she can’t cause she’a calling in dumbass. HE STOLE MY EVERYTHING. THAT WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE I COULD TRUST AND HE FUCKING STOLE IT FROM ME. THIS BITCH DIDNT EVEN HESITATE. I MISS HER BRO. I HATE SEEING HER WITH HIM. IT FUCKING HURTS ITS LIKE IM JUST THERE. IF YOU’RE GOING TO GET A BF OR GF PLEASE DONT FORGET ABT UR BEST FRIEND. THEY CARE MORE ABOUT YOU THAN THEIR SELF. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT. I CANT I CANT I CANT.