<p>I certainly apologize for how long this might be. So my friend just got her first bf and I’m super happy for her but I also feel her drifting. Even though I’ve know her since kindergarten I still feel like she would choose his over me. I hate him. I’m so happy she found someone to love but what happened to us? I miss all our bike rides and sleepovers now whenever she comes over she facetimes him and it breaks my heart. But she’s so happy, I don’t wanna fuck things up for her like I always do. I CANT. She’s so happy and I can’t ruin that. I wanna tell her but I can’t. She’s so happy with him. I FUCKING HATE HIM. All she ever talks about is him and how nice he is every time I wanna FaceTime her she can’t cause she’a calling in dumbass. HE STOLE MY EVERYTHING. THAT WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE I COULD TRUST AND HE FUCKING STOLE IT FROM ME. THIS BITCH DIDNT EVEN HESITATE. I MISS HER BRO. I HATE SEEING HER WITH HIM. IT FUCKING HURTS ITS LIKE IM JUST THERE. IF YOU’RE GOING TO GET A BF OR GF PLEASE DONT FORGET ABT UR BEST FRIEND. THEY CARE MORE ABOUT YOU THAN THEIR SELF. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT. I CANT I CANT I CANT. </p>

I certainly apologize for how long this might be. So my friend just got her first bf and I’m super happy for her but I also feel her drifting. Even though I’ve know her since kindergarten I still feel like she would choose his over me. I hate him. I’m so happy she found someone to love but what happened to us? I miss all our bike rides and sleepovers now whenever she comes over she facetimes him and it breaks my heart. But she’s so happy, I don’t wanna fuck things up for her like I always do. I CANT. She’s so happy and I can’t ruin that. I wanna tell her but I can’t. She’s so happy with him. I FUCKING HATE HIM. All she ever talks about is him and how nice he is every time I wanna FaceTime her she can’t cause she’a calling in dumbass. HE STOLE MY EVERYTHING. THAT WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE I COULD TRUST AND HE FUCKING STOLE IT FROM ME. THIS BITCH DIDNT EVEN HESITATE. I MISS HER BRO. I HATE SEEING HER WITH HIM. IT FUCKING HURTS ITS LIKE IM JUST THERE. IF YOU’RE GOING TO GET A BF OR GF PLEASE DONT FORGET ABT UR BEST FRIEND. THEY CARE MORE ABOUT YOU THAN THEIR SELF. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT. I CANT I CANT I CANT. 

<p>Happy for her?... Listen to yourself?... your anything BUT happy.... especially  for HER....Honestly, have ya read this BACK to your self yet? (the mirror effect)....Theres one  word,  I think YOU would use,if you were a random reader that was asked to depict this article USING.... only one word...(ends  with a Y).. You obviously havent been here much. I challenge you to spend 1 Hr per day reading EVERY post and save them for later reflection.I think after a month of this, you'd TRULY be unconditionally, w/o malice, or that "ending in Y word".... happy for her, NOW knowing....... what she has is priceless,VERY hard to come by these days, that MANY would KILL to have....And to DENY it from someone you call a friend?..... Hell, I can think of frienemy's that would be more positively reinforcing/ uplifting....I know your wantin to take my head off  right now ( i would too prolly),but I gotta allow ya to view this from a different perspective. I ddo have faith though that being HERE posting HAS kept you FROM telling her and I get that outta respect and  the value you DO place on HER;;;;;; HER friendship, you will continue to "suck it up"...BUT, I hate seeing YOU miserable. (if you can still believe that...LOL)...If you've ever been in love, you know the condition her heart is in right now. She's a mish mash of chemical EUPHORIA and deserves every second she's getting under its influence during this most memorable time in her life....OMG ! the selfishness outlined here!... UR Best friend?....(well , my head is already off, how bout a kick in the nuts now...LOL)..I know this is painful to you and Ive had to exp myself a few times over the yrs and being a guy, its likely not as emotionally trying as from a XX zomed  position but there comes a time, no matter how insecure /needy / POSSESIVE,  to which (WE'VE ALL BEEN) , we gotta allow our friends  THEIR TIME in the sun , for its light and warmth are SO DISTANT here in the 21st....Let her be for a while...Self sacrifice alittle , being there when she needs you. Be a TRUE friend sharing in her excitement for what nature has given us, to fulfill  that yearning in all of us, to have that special someone....When the newness wears off alittle , and it will, Ill bet she'll be back in your life, as a changed girl now, but if she's a true friend, she'll likely  make it up to ya , in lil subtle ways....Now, Its ergonomically impossible to do what you've suggested..LOL .Bo Bo bends the wrong way, thus not even able to reach the "taint"..LOL... Just some things to think about girl....I actually DO FEEL for ya believe it out not..........</p>

Happy for her?... Listen to yourself?... your anything BUT happy.... especially  for HER....Honestly, have ya read this BACK to your self yet? (the mirror effect)....Theres one  word,  I think YOU would use,if you were a random reader that was asked to depict this article USING.... only one word...(ends  with a Y).. You obviously havent been here much. I challenge you to spend 1 Hr per day reading EVERY post and save them for later reflection.I think after a month of this, you'd TRULY be unconditionally, w/o malice, or that "ending in Y word".... happy for her, NOW knowing....... what she has is priceless,VERY hard to come by these days, that MANY would KILL to have....And to DENY it from someone you call a friend?..... Hell, I can think of frienemy's that would be more positively reinforcing/ uplifting....I know your wantin to take my head off  right now ( i would too prolly),but I gotta allow ya to view this from a different perspective. I ddo have faith though that being HERE posting HAS kept you FROM telling her and I get that outta respect and  the value you DO place on HER;;;;;; HER friendship, you will continue to "suck it up"...BUT, I hate seeing YOU miserable. (if you can still believe that...LOL)...If you've ever been in love, you know the condition her heart is in right now. She's a mish mash of chemical EUPHORIA and deserves every second she's getting under its influence during this most memorable time in her life....OMG ! the selfishness outlined here!... UR Best friend?....(well , my head is already off, how bout a kick in the nuts now...LOL)..I know this is painful to you and Ive had to exp myself a few times over the yrs and being a guy, its likely not as emotionally trying as from a XX zomed  position but there comes a time, no matter how insecure /needy / POSSESIVE,  to which (WE'VE ALL BEEN) , we gotta allow our friends  THEIR TIME in the sun , for its light and warmth are SO DISTANT here in the 21st....Let her be for a while...Self sacrifice alittle , being there when she needs you. Be a TRUE friend sharing in her excitement for what nature has given us, to fulfill  that yearning in all of us, to have that special someone....When the newness wears off alittle , and it will, Ill bet she'll be back in your life, as a changed girl now, but if she's a true friend, she'll likely  make it up to ya , in lil subtle ways....Now, Its ergonomically impossible to do what you've suggested..LOL .Bo Bo bends the wrong way, thus not even able to reach the "taint"..LOL... Just some things to think about girl....I actually DO FEEL for ya believe it out not..........